Okay, so today I am going to outline what exactly has happened to me recently.
I had a mental breakdown/panic attack in my car yesterday. I have been so high strung lately that it is ridiculous. I haven't had a real night of sleep for over a week. I almost didn't come to school today. I don't know what's wrong with me, but I think I'm balancing too many things at once. I didn't cry in my car though. Not because I didn't want to, or because I thought I should be happier or something like that. I didn't cry because I didn't have time. Isn't that sad? I have too much to do to even feel anything. Today I am all smiles though. Smile. Smile. Smile. Smile. Smile. Smile. Happy. Happy. Happy. Happy. Happy. Happy. FAKE. FAKE.FAKE.FAKE.FAKE.FAKE.
I am drained.
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Sami J, you are AWESOME!
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