Journal 2/18/11

So let me explain what occurred on Wednesday.
I had a mental/emotional breakdown. I like completely freaked out.
I have been so crazy stressed with everything in my life that I just lost it. I completely lost it.
I was crying and falling apart in the counselor's office during lunch. It was terrible.
One of my classes (not RHTV) has caused me unfair amounts of stress and terror, to the point of anxiety and nervousness.
My job has also caused me to feel like I am not good enough and has made me constantly worry that my fellow employees are saying things about me behind my back.
Not to mention my slipping grades.
Or my not sleeping at all lately.
I just haven't had much good in my life lately.

Journal 2/16/11

This is easy. I would invest the money into a growing small business and then convince the owner to give me a large share for being one of their angels. Then, the money brought in by the business's success would be MY money, and I could use that to buy whatever I want, and it would likely make it's way to over a million dollars so I wouldn't lose any profit.

Just got think your way outta situations like these :)

Journal 2/14/11

So I really want to like Valentine's Day. I really can't though. I have had no luck with having a significant other during this holiday, and therefore, it bites.
I really hate feeling like I'm left out of the big crazy love fest. Walking into Algebra 2 and seeing a girl's desk covered with GIANT balloons, a box of chocolate hearts, perfume wrapped in a cute pink and red present box, and an ENORMOUS TEDDY BEAR.
It does not help the self-esteem of us one woman wolf packs.

Most alienating holiday ever. Like. Seriously.