Journal Entry 11/20/09

So my week has been filled with it's ups and downs. I think Wednesday was possibly the very best day I've had this school year while Thursday was possibly the worst. Isn't that funny? One can have the best and worst just like that...
On Wednesday the boy I like decided to just sit with me at lunch and I of course was just complete smiles and happy butterflies. Next day: BAM! I accidentally snap at said boy because I'm having the worst morning in history. HOWEVER! I think I mended everything this morning with an apology and a Cadbury chocolate.

Gahh....I love boys but dang if they don't make things complex.

Journal Entry 11/18/09

One word: Sweet Potatoes.
NOTHING! And I mean NOTHING, is better than sweet potatoes on Thanksgiving. Thanksgiving is pretty made of sweet potatoes. Seriously, we could forget the turkey so long as we remember the sweet potatoes. I love them. You can eat them with cinnamon and butter, and it is bliss. Seriously, sweet potatoes are God's way of letting us know that heaven does exist and he does love us. He loves us alot.

Yams are my jam!!!!

Journal Entry 11/16/09

I am most thankful for my brains. Honestly, I love that I can see the world from an intelligent view point, rather than being restricted to the limits of some minds. Like, some people think I'm so "smart" and really its just cause they're limited in their thinking. They need to just focus their minds and really work towards an intellectual enlightenment. I know this all sounds vain and very self righteous, and it probably is just that, but I think more people need to work for an understanding. I personally know that I still have a long way to go in this world's scheme of ideas.

I really do appreciate my mindset. It would be awful to trade this in for something lesser.

Journal Entry 11/12/09

I don't even remember the best compliment I've ever received. I used to treasure each compliment individually and I'm not saying that I don't appreciate them now, but ever since I went through that big change where you stop being all awkward and start getting cute, the compliments kind of run together. Like honestly, it's not so big a deal to be told I'm pretty anymore. I know that sounds self centered and prideful, but once you're told something enough you know how people feel and I know I'm a pretty girl. I value compliments on my work and compliments on my abilities over compliments over my looks.

Makeup compliments count as compliments on my work though cause I work REALLY hard on my makeup stuff :)

Journal Entry 11/10/09

If I could have the answer to any question it would be the answer to "Which religion is correct?"
I believe in my faith and I believe in my God, but we are all plagued by doubt. It is of our human nature to have doubts and to wonder. Of course, I would love even further confirmation for myself and society of what the truth is and the answer to the biggest question of all mankind.

God is a thoughtful being.

Journal Entry 11/6/09

So today I came into RHTV and was dancing to "I Don't Care" by Fall Out Boy followed by "Nice Guys Finish Last" by Cobra Starship. Mr. Johannes saw me really getting into it and proceeded to stare at me. Now I don't know if common manners are known to the social studies department but I was always told that staring was rude. Just because some people can't help themselves to dance doesn't mean you should treat them any differently. Goodness. I would have figured after all of the mustache oppression, the social studies department would be more focused on acceptance and understanding to all people.

It's because I'm green....

Journal Entry 11/4/09

If I had to lose one sense forever I would choose to lose my sense of taste. If I lost my sense of taste then I could eat anything and not worry about offending anybody because it doesn't taste good. Also, I wouldn't have to worry about eating too much of something because it all tastes the same.

Losing my sense of taste might actually have more benefits than losses.

Journal Entry 11/2/09

If I could recieve any gift in the world it would be the gift of MAKEUP.
I love my makeup so much. I would love and could always use more. Like some eyeshadow primer. I could use some of that and definitely some more eyeshadow shades. Oh and somebody could seriously consider giving me some more eyeliner and lipstick shades. Serious lack of the lipsticks.

I really wanna try the liquid lipstick from Revlon. Makeup:)))))