Journal Entry 2/26/10

Okay so today is a free write, so I'm about to go off on some things that have been really bugging me lately.
-First of all, RHTV "Varsity" is getting on my nerves. The term seems invented by them to feel superior rather than as a separator for the classes. It is elitist and makes no sense considering incoming freshman are in the class. I HATE it. We both air, and we both get watched by the entire school so there really isn't any difference between us in the sense of "Junior Varsity" versus "Varsity". We're the same in status. It is discriminatory without grounds for discrimination.
-Second of all, the "Things to Fix" note that they left seems somewhat arrogant. While the aim is to help us find things that are messed up with our broadcast, that's what critiques are for and it seems out of place for them to tell us how to run our broadcast. Unless of course, we have the option to leave similar notes back.
-Thirdly, certain persons have regularly informed me of said "Varsity" class's lack of desire for us to be in pictures with them, go on field trips with them, and whatnot. Look, we are not beneath them in any way and I want this to be properly expressed. I am not one who likes being put down and I feel as though we are regularly put down by the "Varsity", of whom I think I shall regularly be referring to as RHTV 1. Not because they are "Number 1" or anything, but because the members in there were a part of your first broadcast class, Mrs. Merrill.

I just don't like feeling like I'm being told that something I care about is second class. It's not fair and it's not right.

Journal Entry 2/24/10

Recently I have impacted Jen's life. She says that I make her laugh and smile in this class. Typically, I think it's probably because I open photobooth, pop in my headphones, and film myself mouthing the lyrics to songs. I think Jen really loves my jamming. I know it's quite enjoyable for myself, so I'm glad I could spread the joy over to another being.
Another life I have recently impacted is, my friend, Madeliene's. I have been her wingman for this boy, Chris, she is TOTALLY into. See, Maddie freaks out about this guy like middle school girl who calls and then hangs up. (She actually did do that.) So I have been helping allieviate her nerves and give her a tangible plan of action to get this boy to date her! I believe my work is quite ingenious.

Sami Jarrell...Life Impacter.

Journal Entry 2/22/10

Yes, I would love to be famous and have my life in the spotlight. Well, actually, I'd probably only enjoy when it works for me. See, it would be like giving something up. I should say that I'd be willing give up complete privacy in my life for the chance for other people to listen to me. It would suck, I would complain, and I would probably get really ticked at the media (which I am currently ironically a part of), but I would find it worth it so that I could get the word out about ideas and establishments that I think are important.

It's a trade off that I'd be willing to take.

Journal Entry 2/18/10

TODAY MY DRIVING RESTRICTIONS CAME OFF!! YAY!
This day will go down in history as a glorious occasion, one that marks freedom, independence, and the gifts of youth as they meet their rites of passage. Perhaps new burdens will come with this new found ability, but I believe that it's worth it. I believe that the responsibilities associated with receiving this gift of the open road are worth it. I believe that the roles now to be fulfilled as a result of this new opportunity to bring multiple members of society together under one convertible top are worth it. It's all completely worth it.

Today, I am an unrestrained warrior of the PT Cruiser.

Journal Entry 2/16/10

When I was a child I was set on being a veternarian. Like, I was CERTAIN that was what I was going to do. I had it planned to a "T". You see, I was going to go to college, become a vet, and then move to Tiger Island (yes it does exist!) and spend my days taking care of the tigers in the zoo there. They are renowned for their white tigers. It was my dream life. Now being around a bunch of giant cats for the rest of my life just seems kind of like a bad idea.

Tiger poop is probably even worse than the kitty litter I currently take care of.

Journal Entry 2/11/10

The weather has insane effects on my mood. You see, during the summer I'm a running beast. I get up nice and early, I run all around outside. However, during the winter all that goes away. I just don't feel like doing anything. It's so dreary and depressive outside, it doesn't make me want to do anything. So I don't run so much and during the winter I basically weight 8 pounds more than I do during the summer. It's all good though, cause I always look hot during the summer.

It just REALLY needs to warm up soon so I can start running again.

Journal Entry 2/9/10

Of all the things in the world right now, If I could change one, it would be people's attitudes towards those that are different. Particularly, the attitudes of many people towards those that are homosexual. We are all people and we all deserve respect and love. People should not have to live in fear for their lives or be tormented by people who don't understand.

It's just not right. It's fair. It's discrimination and nobody deserves to feel so alienated and hurt.

Journal Entry 2/5/10

So I was actually sick on this day when I should have gotten to write this blog. Allow me to tell about my sick person adventures:

While I was sick and dying on thursday, I woke up in the morning. I had not had anything to eat since dinner the night before and was feeling weak. I stumbled out of bed and made my way to my bathroom. In my bathroom, I looked at my deteriorated appearance and promptly passed out. During my fall to the bathroom tile, I accidentally knocked over my favorite makeup palette and some other makeup while simultaneously knocking my head against the counter, before knocking it on the floor. I awoke, scared and disoriented. I passed out five more times that day. I was suffering from severe dehydration.

It was not fun. I was terrified of going near the stairs for fear I'd pass out on them.

Journal Entry 2/3/10

Lets be honest here, I'm Sami, if I were a sea animal I'd obviously be a jellyfish. See, jellyfish are real fun to look at, and they put on a spectacular show, but lone behold if you should tick them off. Jellyfish stings can kill some people, while other people merely feel a small sting.

Jellyfish are a key member of the sea and one of the most amazing.

Journal Entry 2/1/10

If I could win any award it would be the Nobel Peace Prize. I would love to receive such an honor for working towards less pain, struggle, and fewer issues amongst the world's people. I would love it if we could all get along but that is a fantasy, however, that does not mean that we can't respect and love each other anyway. Peace should be something everybody works toward. Love is something everyone deserves.

I think that a Nobel Peace Prize stands alone as possibly the most prestigious prize in the world.