Monday, April 2, 2012

Journal 4/2/12

My award would be the Endurance Award. It seems like I am always enduring some sort of trial or obstacle. Most of the time I just want curl up in a ball and lay in my bed all day, but some how I end up at school, getting crap done. Right now, I would describe myself as angry. I have been very angry with the world these past few days. Today is my dad's surgery, and on top of all of that I am going to be stuck at Collin Community College next year. It isn't right and it isn't fair. Anger is the word of my day. I have just been very angry at everyone and everything for: Existing, not understanding all the crap I have to do, existing, not letting me have five minutes alone, existing, not letting me have time to sleep, existing, and for EXISTING.

I want everyone to go away.

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